she cried herself to sleep with images of blood

[LILLIAN S MCALISTER]

Hey all,
So first I'd like to say thanks for putting, Caleb and me on the OTMS. That makes me super happy, and I love all of you, and Caleb and Min, and Devon. Special love for my Caleb though. Anyway I have to announce that I maybe going away for a little bit, by this I just mean some less activaty. Because well, here's the thing, I'm having some family issues. That I can't even think about without tearing up. My parents are getting a divorce, my mom is moving to the other side of the country, I have to choose if I want to move in my senior year next year. Also if I'm going to stab my mom in the face, and live with my step dad and my little brother, my little brother who means the world to me and is the only reason I'm here today, because he saved me from my sucide attempt not long ago. Or if I'm going to leave my little brother, and move with my mom. It's a hard decision for me, and I'm not dealing with it well, so yeah. I love you all. I'm sorry, but I have no muse with my life crumbling.

love
Kirsten

[CHRIS BROWN]

<333 omg kirsten i am so sorry. i hope you figure it all out. if you ever need to talk, me, seren, and everyone else is heere.

[*serendipituuuus]

shit. i didn't see this for a while.

<3 <3 <3

my 'rents are going through the same thing, but my mom only lives 30 min from my dad.

and i wouldn't have the guts for a suicide attempt... though thoughts are really tempting.

i'm really sorry for you. make whichever choice is right. for me, it was painfully obvious, my dad was a bastard, my mom was forgiving. but i can understand the problems.

<3 <3 miss yoooou.